I was 14 years old when I started it, and was only on it for about a few weeks. Back then I didn’t like it, so I skipped dosages, but now I’m
18 years old and need medication and therapy. This was the only type of meds I took. I have no job for mental health insurance, my family is useless when it comes to these things (they don’t believe in mental illness and dismiss everything), and I really need something to make me happy, even if drugs (I won’t abuse them, I just wish I felt 14 again because they made me happier for a period of time). Please help if you know how to get free mental treatment or a job so I pay for a doctor. I don’t know what else to do. The doctor said I am schizophrenic, I still believe so. I haven’t been happy for such a long time and only know how ignore sad things like this. I need to do something about this now.