I began taking Wellbutrin a couple of months ago. I felt pretty OK at first, I didn't think about dying as much. but then started losing touch w my emotions. When I DID get upset, I would lash out on myself. it wasn't like I didn't have feelings at all, they just felt so mute and dull. I stopped taking it but still feel generally very numb. Will still get upset and cry but I don't? Feel as much? As I did before? I've read so many different forums and they have all said that Wellbutrin (and other antidepressants) do not have this effect. What is going on