I failed the 1st time. Its now a year later and I am trying again. I already feel like a failure,so it is making the second time around much more difficult, but I NEED to stop for my daughter! I have been having such anxiety this time around.I ALREADY have depression and I am on Zoloft, so crying in a days moment is nothing to me these days, except now it is amplified. I do not want it to get worse. Does anyone have suggestions? I do have Xanax, and have been reading about others taking it. Ehat are your thoughts? Thank you for any help that is out there.