I was scheduled an appt. with a psychiatrist sometime back. Upon my first visit, and as it progressed, I was already beginning to see where we were going. Bi-Polar Disorder II. I mean, everyone is Bi-Polar. As such, I was scheduled another appt. which kept taking us back around to the BPD topic. This quickly led to medications, Lithium was discussed, then Depakote. He was hesitant on Depakote due to my past affinity for whiskey (WAY BACK) and the toll it takes on one's liver. Lithium was on deck. But his concern was the narrow line of efficacy. I had mentioned to him, due to a friend telling me about Lamotrigine, that as a possibility. Well lucky me, he became pretty excited, and relieved all at the same time. Lamotrigine it was... That was over a year ago, and while I received the many bottles of it, starter 25mg, then 50mg, then 100mg final target dosage, I have not taken ONE pill. Im sorry, when I read the potential DEATH RASH side of it, I was out. No thanks! I'd rather be stark raving mad and be alive, than to die of some creeping death rash. How likely in all honesty are those occurrences? has anyone taking it experienced a rash at all? I mean, I am not even sure I have BPDII in the first place, and I already take Gabapentin which was an anti-convulsant in the beginning, turned nerve pain drug. Thank you!